http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/ check me out Sun, 12 Feb 2006 13:30:01 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. Art Actors Books http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/archive/8.html Sun, 12 Feb 2006 21:27:19 GMT What does one think when the last time one saw someone you (in a way) love one was in bed? One could think that one scared the other one away or one could think both have other things to do. I dont know what to think anymore, but the thing I do know is that you have to spend time together if you want to become true friends. And the other thing I know is that Im getting pretty fucking tired of waiting for you. kiss and dont waste your life waiting for others, pien playing with fire http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/comments?id=8 http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/archive/7.html Fri, 10 Feb 2006 21:31:09 GMT We are suppost to be perfect!!!!!!! And for some reson we do a lot to live up to this modern idea of perfection. All around us famouse and not so famouse people are botoxing and lifting everything they can. What happend to the beauty of getting older? The wise woman was once the leader of the pack, now she's the thing we fear. Personally I cant wait to get old, be gray and have a wrinkeld face. dont be scared of death, kiss and love pien http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/comments?id=7 http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/archive/6.html Mon, 06 Feb 2006 20:32:41 GMT I need my alone time once and a while. Just sitting alone in the dark and dream of a better place. so thats what I'll be doing...... http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/comments?id=6 http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/archive/5.html Fri, 03 Feb 2006 15:10:52 GMT While watching the X-files I started thinking about thruth. When people tel a secret to anyone, they create a pandora's box for themselfs. Many people have told me the pain and suffering they had in there lives, they have trusted me with there secrets. I guess I am a person that people thrust easily and they should, but even pandora's box had to be opend sometime. Now my question is: when will I open up This is julian beever's work, he's amazing. http://users.skynet.be/J.Beever/pave.htm http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/comments?id=5 http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/archive/4.html Tue, 31 Jan 2006 20:53:02 GMT I dont wanna say I have nothing to be proud of and I dont regret anything I have ever done. Well besides falling down stairs and bumping my head a lot. I not talking about those things, everyone regrets doing those things. Im talking about people I affect by being me. I guess I dont think of myself as a very nice person. Its not that Im a bad person, Im just not very good. I have my pride, I meen I dont like lowering my standards. I like a good challenge and that is the reason I became obssesed with man who are in a relationship. Mostly older man. They set the bar higher for me, made it a... (more) http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/comments?id=4 http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/archive/3.html Mon, 30 Jan 2006 20:23:02 GMT We all run, if not from our problems then from our lives when we go on a holyday. Why do we have this big need to run? Is it that our lives have become so "stressfull" that we cant handle it or have we become so weak that we just cant deal with ourselfs? Running alone isnt something that we like to do, people are bad at being alone. I think this is why we run together. I went and ran today I guess, I went to Tilburg together with my friend Ingrid. It wasnt real running but we got away for a few hours. this is my friend Ingrid, she is pretty. this is me (pien) Im gonna take a bath... (more) http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/comments?id=3 http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/archive/2.html Sun, 29 Jan 2006 18:58:45 GMT Isnt the world a great place ? Today I worked from 12 to 7. Im tired and depressed now. I absolutly hate my job, but I cant quit. So lets just talk about something else. School is starting again tomorrow and Im actually up for it. I may miss being the party girl, but I have an futur if I do good in school. I guess its worth missing the fun for. dare to be, pien http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/comments?id=2 http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/archive/1.html Sat, 28 Jan 2006 21:09:26 GMT Why do humans have the constant need to be with someone? Even in our sleep we dont want to be alone, we want someone who will hold us. And as the night goes one we want someone we can hold ourselfs. As I smoke a sigaret and think about why it bugs me when people leave, I can only come to one conclusion. We dont want the save feeling we have when someone sleeps next to us to stop! Also when he does leave your normale life starts again, which in my case meens going to the videoland to relax. Put some video's back and talk to my friend Johan. love and a good night, pien http://freakypien.blogdrive.com/comments?id=1